Love, Live, What to do?

Okay so love is crazy you fall in you fall out, and while you're out you have no hope of anything with anyone. Sometimes you wonder if you'll ever get another person remotely like the last, or if it's even possible. While you thinking about your hearts mess you also thinking about everythng you have to do. You have a project due in a month have to read a book and answer questions on top of your normal work on a regular bases. Then your mom tells you to clean your room and bathroom and you really don't want to but if you don't you won't get to participate in a tradition. I'm sick of this i wish for one time that lasts a little while that everything could be perfect. Your school work is done, your rooms are clean, and you have one person oin your life that utterly enjoys you and that you utterly enjoy. What to do, what to do?

Boys

It's hard not to fall to quickly when you can't help it. Someone makes a promise to you "I'll be there" then they never show up. You try hinting to someone hey I like you without saying it and it seems like they want the other person who is around. You fall in love to quick and you get dropped to soon, and let me tell you it hurts, alot. You're always the one who chases and the one time you choose not to chase and see if the other person will chase you they don't, when you try talking about it, they say it's annoying and it's difficult when you're hurt over it. There are these times where you just wish for once that true and utter happyness will consume you. You will have your sugnificant other that your not afraid of and you have everything you wanted done, completed. Unfortunatly it seems the world doesn't work like that, and let me tell you that's only one day of your life. Imagine the rest. I know you know who I'm talking about here. Me. Yes, it's all true and has all happened to me on this one day. I wish that for once i can be 100% happy, and not be living my life in a hell hole.