Blahhhhhh

Blah, blah, blah.Yet life still goes on.

A bunch of nothing

I'm sitting here in class with nothing to do, but with everything on my mind. I'm not feeling to well right now, but that's not stopping me from being angry. You see I have this friend and as much as I love her, she pisses me off really bad. You see she has this boyfriend she broke up with him for another boy then started going back out with him. She has recently been playing this game called "Magic" and has been playing with my ex boyfriend and this other cute looking boy. Well I told her I liked him and she said she'd talk to him for me but has since been moving in on him herself. Now keep in mind that she already has a boyfriend and I am single. Well she has also been flirting with my ex too, which pisses me off. I'm half tempted to call her boyfriend at tell him what is going on because I think he diserves more than what is going on, he is a great person. I just don't know what to do and I'm really pissed off.

At school

Due to the fact that we have laptops at school I managed to get on here. If you have been readying my post you know about a guy that I really like, well you see we go to school together and I have seen him off and on all day(we go to school in a one hall trailer). I can't help the smile on my face when I see him and while I'm thinking about him. I sent him a text last night preparing to tell him, but he never replied to me:(. I'm riding the bus home with him today so if we slihtly alone I'm going to tell him exactly how I feel about him. If there are more people around wI'm going to wait and tonight I'm going to text him and tell him I like him. Everyone is hoping along with me that everything will work out okay. I really REALLY REALLY like him!

Him

Okay so this boy.... I really like him and I haven't stopped thinking about him in the past 24 hours. I have known him since August and have had a crush on him, I mean duh, but I'm going to tell him I like him. I'm not goiing to ask him out or anything, I'm just going to tell him I like him. Ugh, he's just so...idk...:)

Things that just fucking piss me off!

It fucking pisses me off when someone tells you that you're there bestfriend than puts you last. It pisses me off when you can tell the rest of the world you really LIKE someone and you think about them a lot but you can't tell him because you're afraid that he doesn't like you back, but every second you're around him you smile and you wonder what it would be like to be his. It pisses me off when someone "claims" you, but they never try to make it 100% and you tell them you like someone because they ask and they get all mad because you're "cheating" on them. I hate when someone tells you they will always be there for you and they are never there when you need them the most. It pisses me off when someone tells you they will never leave you alone and it's been five days and you haven't heard from them. What pisses me off the most is being an f-ing teenager! And yes these are all people in my life, can you guess who?

Life

Okay screw life screw everything about it! I fucking hate it! The end!

Love, Live, What to do?

Okay so love is crazy you fall in you fall out, and while you're out you have no hope of anything with anyone. Sometimes you wonder if you'll ever get another person remotely like the last, or if it's even possible. While you thinking about your hearts mess you also thinking about everythng you have to do. You have a project due in a month have to read a book and answer questions on top of your normal work on a regular bases. Then your mom tells you to clean your room and bathroom and you really don't want to but if you don't you won't get to participate in a tradition. I'm sick of this i wish for one time that lasts a little while that everything could be perfect. Your school work is done, your rooms are clean, and you have one person oin your life that utterly enjoys you and that you utterly enjoy. What to do, what to do?